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toast n tea n too much time to think

This month marks not only my wedding anniversary (Tad you lucky lucky boy) but also another cancer free milestone. To be honest I don't think about it so much anymore but every day I do hold close to my heart. In other words I kind of like the fact I am still alive. Have I become deeper/better/more spiritual? Not so much. I had thought i would write about my experience but it almost feels like I might jinx myself if I do. And really, I have read some very bad books people write about their "experiences" just because they had one. I won't name names.

I am glad I stayed at my sisters house while recovering. The other night we were all sharing some FUNNY stories from that time and that makes me look back and be able to smile. Like when I fell and was wedged between the toilet and sink and ripped fixtures out of her bathroom wall in the process (aka first night home).... It made us a closer family.

So all in all I am left with a big fat scar, IBS, no uterus and a thousand tomorrows. I count myself lucky.