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More time to think this week or something...

first of all I was sick today. Yeah, that's me. The girl who gets ill the first 70 degree day. Finally I decided to venture on to veranda beach towards the end of the afternoon and pulled a chair up, rested my tootsies on a stool and soaked in the glorious sun. It felt so good.

Secondly a shout out to Auburn Kat who will be staying in the fab town and which I am sure will bring many adventures!

So here's the topic. Relationships. I started thinking today about how well and how little I know my husband. Maybe it's my distrust rearing it's ugly head (hey I didn't stay single for so long because I DIDN'T have any issues...) but my head was swimming today. He is a good man. He loves his family and works hard. However why does my mind wander and start envisioning all kinds of unlikely scenarios? You name it I was putting the imaginary pieces of the puzzle together today. He came home to crazy lady posing as his wife. This happened one other time when we were first married and he arrived home. I had spilled red candle wax on the apartment rug and was in freak out mode (landlord worries need I say more?) - let's just say "shock and Awe" happened fast and happened in our living room. Buh Bye sweet bride. Hello baby satan. Anyway "she" reappeared today. He stepped through the door and but before I could start the blabbering on about all that had been pacing though my head he threw his arms around me and asked if I felt better. So why can't I just relax and say awww. I am once again walking circles in my mind and worried about this and that - the rug being pulled out from under me.

I hate days like this and truly want to live up to my life's potential. Three steps back.