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I'd like to be able to say yes, it all gets easier as you get older but unfortunately I must admit this is not the case. It feels much more, hmmm, complicated. Right now I am sitting on my nice comfy chair but in my head a thousand things that must get done are swirling around.
I was trying to think back in my 20's what it was I was always rushing around to do. Answer, a whole lot of nothing. Now I find that I can't even sit down to watch a movie (not even THINK about going to see one) before the awful feeling in the pit of my stomach grabs hold. can't concentrate. From thinking about dusting to planning meals to what the person at work REALLY meant by some stupid remark. My mind if thrashing around like it's in a mosh pit. It's funny as my friend (and former roommate)always makes fun of me for not getting much done. That is due to the fear and panic I will forget something so in essence she's right. It used to be she'd come home from her 12 hour day to find her roommate lolly gagging on the couch watching Food TV and magazines tossed all around the living room. Ah the good old days.
Well ok just for tonight I'll keep the feet propped up and MAYBE even put the wash aside for another evening.