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strange brew & venting

This past weekend a lot was going on. First and foremost I was still horribly sick. You know the sick when you swear even your eyelashes hurt? Yeah it was bad. During the week I sort of camped out in bed once home from work but friday I had a party to go to. I thought what the heck, the alcohol might kill these beastly germs. So I went and I drank. Long story short by 11pm I had apparently slumped over on my friend's couch and went to sleep. Nice party guest, huh. You want me at your next soiree. Luckily I have VERY understanding friends that sort of just kepted the party going around me. Saturday I had a jammie rammie day and did NOTHING. Hubs and I watched all the Tivo we could get our hands on. Today I made it to the store and managed to do a little shopping. But if you have ever shopped when experiencing cabin fever after well, a fever it's never pretty. WHY THE HECK DID I BUY THIS JUNK? That was my thought as I was unpacking my goodies. While the Energy Gum might boost me (think red bull but chewey) and the LCD tea lights might prevent me from burning down the house why why did I buy them? I stopped myself at the computer game (Las Vegas Casino) but I didn't put the breaks on eight skelton hand glow in the dark pens I intend to give to my co workers (do I WANT them to think I am a freak? apparently so!) for Halloween.

So may I go back to the topic of work now? O My Gosh how I dislike it right now. Egos and ego trips, mean spirited people, people bull**itting everyone they can to move ahead (you know who you are Mr GB who is planning on leaving and not telling anyone)...it is Freaks n Geeks. I have not quite figured out my next move. Do I stand my ground and fight, do I look to move on - what the heck? I don't even have the luxury of just doing my job and not getting caught up in the whole drama. sad times people, sad times. The only thing that gets under my skin more than anything is the fact all the preg, girls are going part time. Great, just great. So you don't have to work and are doing it to "keep busy", nice. Do you people KNOW how you sound? Do you know how insensitive that is? That is crappy to go around saying that day after day when there are people that HAVE to sacrifice and go to work because they have no choice. It irks me as you come to work and DON'T work and say things like that. My opinion is if you don't want to work full time and don't have to then stay home. Let someone else who wants to do the work and needs the work , work. [note: this applies to my job/type of work only. People in other jobs and professions I do not judge. Some jobs P/T is preferable]. Oh and I wish I could say this to bitter mean girl at work, quit just quit. None of us LIKE your bitching and complaining. Frankly when you were off it was pretty nice without you there. Everyone got along and there were no tensions. You are not always right and your opinion you tend to give me really means about as much to me as the dirt on the bottom of my shoe. When the time comes you are knocked off you self imagined pedistal I will stand there and laugh. Your department doesn't like you, my department doesn't like you and your scare tactics have now begum to turn on you. Oh yes, it's only a matter of time and how the mighty fall. You big meanie.
WOW that felt good venting.