Yes I have been MIA. I had a few things going on this weekend. It's someone else's story and so I really don't feel it's my place to even talk about it.
Today I was in a training class for work. Not that business tax returns aren't a thrill a minute subject but.....I couldn't help thinking of the fantastic caf in the the building. and would they have the Chicken Chili I loved? No. So sad.
I visited my old department. Very weird vibe and well I will discuss another time. I don't think they like me much. I walked away sad. and embarassed.
I tried on my bathing suit for vacation and have cried all night. The ass, the thighs, the fat rolls. Traumatized.
Also I received some slacks I ordered online. They are horrid. The fabric is so not what was pictured and the fit was let's just say ubflattering.
Just not having a comfortable in my own skin day. All kinds of things are bothering me - internally and externally.
All in all today- World: 10 Me: 0
Awww....hang in there! We all have days like that! You just need to think about all of the things that you are blessed with!
ReplyDeleteBtw, I have interviews on that floor we used to work on and have absolutely no desire to stop in there and say hi!